Rank Advancement: Emerald!!

I have a very bad habit of sabotaging myself. I sabotage my "happy thoughts," my dreams, my reality. It's just something that do. I think it stems back from some point in my early adulthood, because I don't remember doing it before then. Now, it's gotten to be a habit. I can't possibly be happy or deserving of something because someone somewhere is suffering or is definitely more deserving than I am. This has even started rearing its ugly head in my business opportunity, which has led me to finally acknowledge and see the problem, which is allowing me to now fix the problem. It's going to be a long journey; I can tell. BUT. Well worth it so that I can graciously and humbly accept my part and acknowledge that I do indeed deserve the things that I work hard to get, and become more motivated to work harder! While I'm talking about working hard and receiving the fruits of my labor, may I just show off my first rank in my Beachbody business?!

There it is, my official first rank advancement!! I was giddy with delight when I opened the envelope that contained my certificate and a pin! All this week, I was trying to sabotage my business by thinking that it isn't going to work for me; I will never be successful; I may as well just give up. Then Beachbody sends this today, and I am NOT allowing myself to think myself out of this! I worked hard for this advancement and I'm seeing the rewards! Honestly though, I think the greatest reward for me is the ability to help others, and I just I don't think there is any reason I could justify to quit doing that.